Quiet sobs, slight rustling and creaks from a tired escalator reverberate at a quiet Westfield Bondi Junction, where mournful crowds gather to pay tribute to the lives lost in Saturday afternoon’s mass stabbing.
Sydneysiders walk slowly, with intention, through the centre, stopping to gaze inside closed stores and share an embrace as they make their way to level four.
There, a site has been designated to leave flowers and sign a condolences book.
A heavy and quiet air hangs over bowed heads with hardly more heard than quiet sobs, the rustling of bouquet wrappings and that creak of a nearby escalator.
The centre is visibly clean. It smells clean too.
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Students, workers, police officers, parents and children are gathered around the site on level four to place flowers, share a meaningful silence, hug and shed tears.
Leaders across all faiths are there to provide a comforting ear while Westfield staff stand equipped with tissue boxes.
Dozens of security guards are also back on duty after one of their own, Faraz Tahir, died protecting others and another was injured.
The line to sign the condolences book is long and slow-moving and you understand why when you reach the front.
Lengthy and heartfelt messages in different handwriting and languages are scribbled across the pages, which are quickly filling up.
Walking past Cotton On Kids, in particular, is confronting.
Inside Chanel, there are flowers laid by staff with a note reading “For Dawnie”.
Heading back outside the centre, a pile of bouquets is growing.
One young girl, with handpicked garden flowers wrapped in ribbon, adds her bouquet next to the others.
Walking into a nearby florist, the staff have their head bowed and talk in hushed voices.
One worker tells another to keep the flowers coming from their stockroom.
Mental health staff in hi-vis are gathered to the sides offering support while police officers are in groups and on horses patrolling the streets.
Five days ago, this was a place streaming with emergency services and crowds of grief-stricken shoppers but today this is a quiet place of reflection.
Police are still investigating the stabbing spree while the NSW government has green-lit an $18 million coronial inquest.
Bondi Junction Westfield will officially reopen for trade tomorrow.
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